where am i?

Struggling and learning
falling to rise
rising to fall again
every step made just to find myself back where i started
no beginning nor an end.

The path before me clouded in bad judgment and and warm friendships
torn with my own absolution in life
where to go what to follow, lost
Gone and forgotten as i should be
not ready for the world that is before me

Believing i was strong
strong for the people near me, far to me, hurt my be and loved by me
Touching their hearts and minds
nothing reaches back to pull me from my own reasons...

lost in thought, lost in body, and soul....